Actualli i am nt angry le la. That's my character. I feel frustrated just let mi grumble here and there. Vent them out on blog, dairy or shouted at something den i will be fine later... Haha!!!
Now i am a happy little girl again. I still enjoy to be just like a little kid, playing day-dreaming at home or anywhere. I love to sit in the car while he is driving and i look out of the wondow and look at things. So fun. I dunno wat's nice about doing that but i jus enjoy lol. Hehe%$@&*
He got his certificate yesterday le. Haha completed master degree. Now heading for his upcoming PhD. Nice nice.... I can onli see him doing all these stuffs cos i wont get a chance to study so much. Wakakaka... cos i am just stupid, no brains.
WHY ar, everytime he alway thinks that i am unhappy when he says something den he started talking loudly like scolding at mi for being unhappy, but the thing is i am fine. I didnt be unhappy. Den he like attitude changed liao. this is something i hate about him. These kinda situation had happened many times and i am quite particular about it cos i am so so so "yuan wang".
Forget it bah! wat else can i do by forgetting about it? He also cant understand.. Like today morning he says he thinks that he ate the bread i cook yesterday den he stomach pain. After he said that i say ok i stopped cooking the bread now i go downstairs and buy some food up. But he suddenly says why i angry about wat he said. Come on i never get angry. He says he is hungry and wants to eat bread. DEn he says why u unhappy. I says never, i just worry u eat again and stomach pain another time so i better go down to get food from stalls. I worry about him getting the pain again and offered to buy food from the coffee shop but he says i get angry. How the hell, not fair arrrhhh!!!!! People worry about him he yet say about mi and started his voice loud again attitude changed. Not fair!!! I just wanted to be nice cos i worry he get stomach pain again. He never think for mi de.
Now i realli feel sad when i think about he answering mi like tat. I just being nice he took it in another way....
Scotsmanmatt

Hi.. it's really not my business but having read through your situation and remarks it has all the trademarks that you are involved in or heading towards involvement in an abusive relationship.