Sometimes i realli wonder, why did C choose to leave him in the end... Now i got the potential to it. Getting married and they bought the house together... Then, she moved into the house for a month and got chase out... F(husband) chase her out of the house and she got no choice and left the place... Hmmm, i thought it was really something very rong with C..

BUT now, i moved into the place for about 5 months and guess how many times he tried chasing me off? I guess about 10 times... Haiz, so something is ery amiss yeah. The amiss part is "HE HAS THE GREAT HABIT OF CHASING PEOPLE OF HIS HOUSE".

Which girl will want to be with such a guy, who gets angry and always chase a girl off? Last time he used to chase me off the car too. HAHA! Hmmmm, and the biggest thing i had learnt from him is the first time i cried very badly(the worst crying i had ever)... Slowly, to chase me off again and again, i had my heart slowly forzen harder and harder. NOT as sad as the beginning cos i learnt...

Last time he stayed in C's parents house for 2 years, if C is going to chase him out like what he did to us... I really wonder what he feels??? He needs some chasing somehow yeah... BUT i am not so meant, let the thing pass and forget...

If he continues to beat his girlfriends or wife and going to chase them out again and again.... He will sure be single in his life because no girls will ever appreciate such guys.

When i move back home yesterday night, my mum asked me what happened. I told her he chased me out of his house... She immediately, that must be his habit la, always do that de... Even if be his wife he will also do that. Wa liao... I heard that, it reminds me of he chasing C off. HAHA. C was once his wife and she really got chase out. PLUS the house ar her name was the co-occupant lol.

So i guess even if i marry him, in future he will also do that to me de lol. How should i put it properly, is he is going to chase all girls off in future, not only just me and C...

Haiz, and this week i am reaslly busy, got a lot things to rush... No time to deal with such people. He is not the guy that will curdle a girl, protect her, and give a girl all he should... Even if i leave i doubt he will come and pick my back... COS he is that kind of guy and is the type that girls will not accept.

Last time he chased me off... I will feel very heart pain and i will ask him if i can go back(just like begging)... I think i am being stupid, why should i beg him? NO need...

Everyone has a limit, same goes to me... I got the LIMIT!!!!!!!!!!! I do not want to end up like an idiot packing things there and got chase off. When i am chase off i need to pack again. When i go back i pack again to go over den pack to go off again. This repeating thing is sick... Is also not just a bag of things but is about 8 bags of things. I need to carry them and they are so heavy all the way down to the bus stop and flag for a cab. Which means i waste my energy to bring them here and there and i waste my time packing and unpacking and ALSO pay for the cab... Cos i cant be taking bus with so many things and they are heavy...

I want to be a happy girl... One who can always smile, very cheerful. But due to him, my cheerful character seems to be somehow not cheerful like the past. There are always cryings and quarrel. WOrst thing is i need to get his fist punching on me meaning i got beaten by HIM...

Why make myself in such a state and the blueblacks on my body are so painful. It also take weeks to recover. I got the biggest patch of blueblacks is at my leg... It took a month to fully get the colour off. But internally is still painful even though the thing has past 2 to 3 months. What a sad case...

If he is sincere, he would have invited to his mum's place for dinner. Guess what, that day after we bought his sister's computer, i helped him to carry it over to his mum's place. I got to asked him if i can go up not.. He jus answered you want go up lor... What the FUCK is this answer? Totally no sincerity to invite.. Like i got to beg him to let me go. Then he went up for 1.5 hours and i was waiting downstairs like an idiot doing nothing to fix his sister's computer. He never sms me to even tell me something happened to the com and need some time to fix it.

I never get angry at all cos i got the patient... But he seems that he took it for granted lol... NOT FAIR AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!

I got a lot more to say... but i am tired to even type any further... I just hope he learns that by chasing people off like that is a total wrong and hit girls is a total wrong. The reason he gave that he is violent is that when he was in army he had broken 13 people's arm so he started to be violent from then onwards. So is that excuse acceptable? OF cos not acceptable la cos he pushed the blame to the government...

What happens if all the guys in singapore hit girls???