I told him once that i dun like the photos in your friendster... He said that i am being childish.. fuck so are you telling me i can put my ex's photos there???

Even in my MSN i put my nick there big that i HATE THOSE PHOTOS!!! But he can just simply see nothing ignore it and still leave those photos on friendster... I am very sian le...

Why he just want to do this to me... I realli cannot take it any further... I am trying to bring my amount of love for him from 100% to as far as only 10% so that anything happens i will not cry anymore for him... I am pretty sick le... Currently is like 80% in my heart...

Time will show the effectiveness of my plans... I am still burden with those stupid debt.. I am tired... Looking at the amount i can faint... Once i leave him means i wont have debt anymore cos i know i wont create it myself... Cos i duno how to gamble... tired of it... realli... need a rest... with peace and silence.